"I didn't know how to tell Graig that the woman he married was a kinky slut. How do you break something like that to your new husband? I suppose admitting it before marriage is the best way to go, but that's not the way it happened here.

"After being together as a married couple for about a month, Graig finally caught on to the fact that my kind of porn was different from what other woman may enjoy. My husband is a computer tech. He knows everything about computers. One day as he was doing an update on my laptop he asked me, 'Why is their spanking porn all on your computer?' I try to look away and say I had to look it up for work, but Graig grabs my cheeks, forcing me to look him in the eyes and asked me again. 'Ok, Ok, maybe I like watching it,' I say as I look down. I never wanted Graig to know about this kinky side of me. I thought that he would be disgusted and think, 'who did I marry?'"