Fjelstad shares his life as a "baby boomer" struggling to search for answers to several questions. Does God cause everything to happen, intervene on our behalf and interact with us personally? Fjelstad struggled through the challenges of a dysfunctional family as a boy, financial hardship and employment rejection as a young man and a medical diagnosis of acute cancer at age 32 with six months to live.

Fjelstad's story is one we can relate to from our own struggles and in our own attempt to discover what he discovered after a lifetime of study, research and personal experience. The factual reality of this autobiography provides insight into the decision making process Fjelstad used as he made life changing decisions and to answer the most important question, is God really there and what does that mean to all of us on this planet if He is?